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Wendi
04 August 2030 @ 08:20 pm

64% RL, 36 % Fandom

RULES
1. Do not stalk me!
→ If you wanna know Le weirdo, add me. But, yes, I bite.
2. Do not steal!
→ If taking (re-posting, or even just quoting, or mentioning) anything from this journal, link them back here.
3. no bashing of fandoms!!!
4. Have fun! :D

My claims here.
FRIENDS, this way please~!


Question, suggestions, and violent reactions about the journal should be posted as comments to this post.
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Feeling: thirstythirsty
 
 
Wendi
15 August 2020 @ 03:25 pm
Add me?
If you want to, don't be afraid to say hi! :) But, be warned, I'm not a frequent commenter. You might end up cutting me in the end. x__x

Cut me?
I'm sorry we have to end things between us *drama*, but, telling me you have to cut me will be nicer than just cutting me off. I'd hate it if I just found out I wasn't in your f-list anymore. >__>


 
 
Feeling: calmcalm
 
 
Wendi
26 February 2012 @ 02:14 am

I haven't been writing for so long, and I will understand if you feel weird having me here all of a sudden.


I am not a Block B fan at all. Honestly, I don't like their management, and I don't like them. It's an unfair decision, I know. But, this is actually the first time I voiced that out.

I have numerous fandoms: Big Bang, 2ne1, U-KISS, FT Island, MBLAQ, and lately, INFINITE... Controversies arise every single day from all corners of the show business world. Everybody should know that. I hate it when rumors about my fandoms are spread. But, what hurts most are bad news about them.

A few weeks ago (I may be wrong), Block B became famous because of an interview in Thailand. I don't know the whole story, but the thing is, they offended Thai media. They, together with their management, immediately apologized via their website and other means. I respect the smart actions made after the incident.

Then came the news that Block B's maknae, P.O., having been bullied online, went into depression and was hospitalized. My twitter and tumblr was spammed with encouraging words for P.O. and the whole Block B. I respect that, too. And, actually, I support that. Yes, P.O. of Block B, please, get well soon. Block B, don't feel too bad, the KPop fangirls are here for you. I read one post on tumblr saying something like, "it's not about what fandom you're in, if one fandom's crying, you grieve with them." I know that. I know how it feels when a member leaves the group, whatever the reasons are, I believe I know the feeling (Wonbin of FT Island, Jay Park of 2PM, Xander and Kibum of U-KISS). I know how it feels for the group to be bashed, like everything's falling to pieces. I know that feeling. AND, you know, Block B fans, I am 200% here for you. I pray for you and your beloved Block B.

That's why it really hurts me to see something like this all of a sudden:

A karenchannie of tumblr posted "at least block b cares about each other and didn't kick zico out of the group like another group i know... lol" with the tag "not my words".
You think that tag with make it any less meaner? Posting it, reblogging it, means you agree with that.

You, Block B fans, if you don't like being bullied, then don't bully someone else to feel better. This statement is so inappropriate. I am disappointed at how many fans reblogged and liked this post (currently with 150 notes as of 2:19 AM, GMT +08:00). Two or three even LOL-ed to it. SERIOUSLY, GUYS?

If you're fine bullying other fandoms, then stop whining you motherfuckers. Block B is just starting and this kinds of shit and worse will happen frequently, if they're lucky enough to be together for a long time. This is just the beginning. 

Please, be mature enough. Not for the rest of the KPop fangirls, but for Block B. If you continue acting like this, you are not worthy to be called fangirls.

 
 
Feeling: frustratedfrustrated
 
 
Wendi
26 May 2011 @ 02:35 pm
I love Marcgell for a million of reasons. RN, he's giving me reasons to hate him.

I'm aware that my new relationship with him was a rash decision. But I always thought we'd click as a couple, somehow. And I believe that I love him.

I've considered him as one of my best friends since I started in Pisay. He is very special to me. I know how he can be such a pain in the ass, but, when you're all with drama and shit, he's prolly there for you. He's the only person I actually trust 100%.

Now that we're a couple, I became my usual girlfriend self. I didn't foresee my being sensitive about my privacy, and his being a nosy boyfriend. I really can't handle being spied on, stalked, or whatever other synonym there is for that. I can and will share everything with him IF I WANT TO. There are things he doesn't really need to know.

He says he's a fan, and that reading my blog is not something new. But, opening my blog and reading everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, is just a little bit too much. I wouldn't have any problems with that if I don't have trust issues with boyfriends. I thought I could get over it since Marcgell, as a friend, I trusted completely. But, I guess I'm just not ready to trust a boyfriend, even if it's him. And I guess he's not ready to give up stalking.

I don't want to be completely nude to him. Not literally, of course. I mean, I don't want him to know me more and realize he doesn't want to be with me. I'm not the best person, I'm aware of that. I've been worse, too. I'm not ashamed of my past. I'm just a person that needs to keep on moving forward. I can't do that alone. 

I'm scared that one day he realizes that I'm not as awesome as he thinks I am.
 
 
Wendi
15 April 2011 @ 03:39 pm
I think I have too many blogs. I'm thinking of transferring  Cluelesshands to this place. It'll take some time. What I will never do is leave my LJ. I love this blog so much. I have lots of memories here. And then there's the privacy button in every post. Genius.

So this journal will prolly hold all the crazy fangirling posts and such. I have too many fandoms, so, it'll be really, really, crazy.

As of now, I am suffering from a migraine. IDK why. Maybe it's the fact that I have class all year round for two fucking years. :|

I'll update again later. :)
 
 
Feeling: sicksick
Listening to: The Man Opposed - Dalmatian
 
 
Wendi
09 April 2011 @ 09:21 am


A Shuffle Survey (grabbed from Padre Salvi)1. Shuffle your iPod/MP3 player/iTunes/Whatever else you have.
2. Answer the questions by the song title that comes up.
3. Don’t cheat, it makes everything more fun!

meme )


[Thirty] What song is going to be stuck in your head all day?
Song: Asia no Yoru by Yamada Ryosuke
Comments: Ooh... Na naman? Nagsawa na 'ko dito. Hahaha...

 
 
Wendi
03 April 2011 @ 04:38 am
 Hello, everyone! I hope you've been all well.

It's so awkward to be here. It's been too long. Has it been a year? And the year before that, I wasn't active, too. :| I've been busy with school. I'm a college student now. :O

I wonder if you still know me. I wonder if I still know you guys. :O So, I'm sorry.

Anyway, I'll be updating if I can. :O Hopefully. I've been into Big Bang, U-KISS, 2NE1, and, yeah, I've practically shifted to KPOP. JPOP FANS, please bring me back to your side!!!



//I can't even remember my tags! OMG!
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Feeling: weirdweird
Listening to: Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
 
 
Wendi
03 April 2011 @ 12:20 am
Watch MV here.
 
When Kiseob joined U-KISS, I was hesitating. I LOVE U-KISS the way they started. A new member would be so awkward. Still, I keep my word when I said I'll forever be a Kiss Me. But when NH MEDIA KICKS OFF MY ALEXANDER AND MY KIBUM, that's a whole lot different story.
I LOVE ALEXANDER. He's SMART. HE'S TALENTED. HE'S FUNNY. He's SMART. :| The KPOP world needs smart people. AND WHAT THE FUCKING HELL? Who kicks out the leader of the group? :| I HATE IT ALL. New members, I can manage. But removing some? I don't think we're friends anymore, NHM.
 
I still remember crying for nights when Wonbin left FT Island... Brings back the tears even to these days... ;(
 
The new members are okay. OKAY. WHATEVER. You think they're more talented than leader and Xander? I DON'T THINK SO. Psh. :| (Okay, bitching much.)
 
And the new MV, first of all, it's super super sad. It's super heart breaking. I cried over it, yes. But, when I read the translations, I'm furious. It's like 2PM all over again. A member leaves and they release a song pleading you to come back. :| DARN IT.
 
BTW, Dongho is super handsome. He's not just the cute maknae. He's really handsome.
 
OVERALL: I love Alexander and Kibum, they will forever be U-KISS in my heart.

[ original post from Cluelesshands ]
 
 
Feeling: annoyedannoyed
Listening to: I Need a Girl - Taeyang
 
 
Wendi
22 November 2010 @ 03:02 am
Watching The Big Show 2010 reminded me how much I love Big Bang and their music. I am also reminded why I am in love with my one and only Strong Baby. :) Oh yes, baby. I love you so so so much!
 
About the Concert
As expected, Big Bang rocked that night. They started with the song that made them really famous, Lies. They have great songs, so there isn't a single lame song in the line-up. Whoever directed this show should not just have a two thumbs up, or three. He can have all the thumbs in the world, because I love the lights. @__@ So pretty. Their props, though minimal, are amazing, too!
 
Anyhow, their choreography, the variety of outfits remind you of the trends Big Bang started. They have changed little by little, and stayed the same as much as possible. Overall, this concert reminds us all that they are originals.
 
My Rawr! Comments
 
BIG BANG ROCKS MY WORLD! )
 

[ original post from Cluelesshands ]
 
 
Feeling: chipperchipper
Listening to: Knock Out - G-Dragon & TOP
 
 
Wendi
31 October 2010 @ 01:11 pm
A lot happened, right?
 
uno.Park Bom's You and I MV.
dos.Big Bang's Let Me Hear Your Voice MV.
tres.FT Triple's Love Letter MV.
four.Rain's Oh Yeah dance cover.
five.U-KISS new MV teaser = Dongho leads. :3
six.MBLAQ's Bad Guy dance cover in Mnet Heroes. Thunder~!
7.THUNDER everywhere. CF with Wonder Girls, news about him and sister Dara.
otso.Tablo got married. Let's not forget that, please. :D *confetti*
nine.new U-KISS added a member. I don't know what to say. *unsure*
 
added links in my side bar.
finished Honey & Clover Live, and I totally love Ikuta Toma even more.
 
[ original post from Cluelesshands ]
 
 
Feeling: calmcalm